Today I'm really proud of myself.
I got out of bed before noon...
I've been having a really hard time since i had a miscarriage a week ago :(
Like a really hard time.
I had no idea how painful it would be- both emotionally and physically.
and how awful it would be to feel so depressed.
I have a new appreciation and admiration for those who have had to go through worse than I have.
You people rock.
Luckily I have the best husband in the world who has been so understanding and loving.
I also have the best parents who drove out here when they heard.
and brought me some early birthday presents. we all know that presents help ;)
I have the best of friends/cousins who have made sure that I'm okay
...the cards...texts...diet cokes... chocolate... i loved it all.
So today was a big deal. I woke up at 8:30 and didn't go back to sleep. I feel like I should get a medal or somethin.
I actually got up and ran 5 miles which was a huge boost to my spirit!
It's crazy what a few endorphins will do to your hijacked-by-hormones body.
Anyway... I don't want to be too depressing here, but it helps me to write about it.
My blog has always been too happy anyway... right? ;)